i've just watched the 200 Pounds Beauty ~ korean movie over the weekends well i know it's abit outdated of me...but well, after watching it, it really brought back alot of my memories...it's true that beauty aint everything...but it hurts even more when u've tried all ways to achieve beauty yet no one will appreciates it anymore...this is really a nice show i must say...i cried during the last few scenes esp when the lead actress Kim Ah Joong express her feelings to the lead actor...someone who really sacrifices so much for her loves one...undergo the knife with cuts all over her body...if it were me i guess i wont even have the courage to. You can say it's juz a show or drama...but to me i believe it really exist...im sure somehow somewhere there's pple willing to do it for the sake of their love ones...
I was a plump girl during my younger days...im always been teased & joke at all the time...pple kept callin me a fat ass, fat pig..well im immuned to it..pple juz cant see what kind of person u are even if u are a nice person, they wont bother to judge u that way...they juz simply condemn u right from the beginning from where? FROM how u LOOK! they must be wondering that u are juz a stupid, disgusting & clumpsy pig...get out of my way...pple refused to talk to me at times they think im juz a big bully juz becoz of my build...well..that was in the past...lucky thing i wasnt that kinda`of size anymore thank to my skin...i have some bad skin problem back then & had to put on a very strict diet...n so...i slimmed down within a few mths...if not for that perhaps im still a big fat PIG...so i can really feels how the lead actress feel in the show...it is so real & pple are so realistic u really feel very very hurt when pple mocked at u...& so disheartened at times.
Many times i will juz cry at night when no ones ard...i felt so inferior to all the slim gers ard me, i hate being the way im & i became very one kind as days gone by...i dare not express my love to the guy i once love becoz of my look...im afraid of being rejected & etc...
You won't understand the feelin if u have not gone through that...seriously. It is definitely not a SIN to be fat!
I bounced back to nearly 58 or 60 kg after my 4 yrs relationship ended...i was totally devasted, i lost the meaning of life...& for the entire 1 whole yr i was like a dummy hoping for miracle...to me food is my only enjoyment & so i ate non-stop esp chips & chocolates...but im really glad ive a really nice soul~mate beside me at the pt of time, though i never accepted him at the end of it but we are still very gd friend...im really glad he's there for me if not for him i guessed i wnt be who i used to be anymore...thanks buddy! :) to all the gers out there...don't be foolish to hook urself with foods esp becoz of relationship problems, there's always a better way out there..trust me!
Perhaps u pple shld really spare a thought for fat pple when u all tried to tease or mock at them just becoz they are of bigger build than u...maybe they are borned this way or perhaps they really cant help it...given a chance u think fat pple dont wish to be a beauty? we are all humans & esp girls who dont wish to look nice & lovely~dovey...
In fact its true that human beings judged pple by it's cover...its the truth, accept it! so to me plastic surgery is fine...as long as it boost ur confidence why nt? who says it's meant for those who are borned loser? hell of shit! plastic surgery is to improve in overall look...but don't over modify it that's all. If im rich, i don mind goin for a eye op too lolx but it seems scary though =x plus sucking out some of my blubby juice too =x Oops..it's baby fats`
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i think i have some impressions that you told me you were plump before. but that does not matter anymore since you have slimmed down alot due to your strict diet caused by your skin problem. but for now,is your skin problem resolved?
it is so true first impression matters most,no matter where you are.
this is the fact that we can't deny it for so many years.
i thought only kids like to bully those bigger builts?adults do that too?i mean... i am definitely not the one to despise fat people because i am one of them too.but i have a colleague whom we have used to call him 'ah fat' or 'bui kia',because we get along very well nd he is the happy go lucky type.(for me,i prefer to call him by name,because that is a respect,maybe i am too serious?)
sometimes when i went out,it always makes me wonder why did some plump guys ended up with pretty & slim girls and yet i am still single?lol
i have a mindset that local pretty girls prefer lean built boys.
*wondering*...
well, yup my skin is fine now & i stick to using product that is PH Balance...well, honestly i prefer macho built guys =x best if they have six-pack wor hehe....
XW...please go for gym lolxx...sure alot girls stick to u like sugar!
i am lazy to exercise,let alone go to the gym.
maybe i would try out slimming centers.but sigh,most of the centers out there are for girls.
> . <" where got all for girls it's unisex lah come'on unless u r shy to be served by lady consultant lolx....u shld be happy instead ma they are mostly very pretty hor..."yan fu bu qian" ohh...haha juz that they are really expensive i must say..
got over 2k?
i really keen on going for one.luckily i am tall,so i am not so fat,just look abit plump though with a thick waistline.
really wish to lose till 90 kg.
then from there,slowly workout to slim down till 80-85kg.
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